surrendering to Anya Hindmarch

Once again, my "rock-hard" idealism has disappointed me.
I have, once again, surrendered to mainstream indonesian fashion trends. First it was the ballet flats (its variety of colors and designs have melted my cold heart). now, it's the Anya Hindmarch bags. Its been almost 2 years since the start of the trend, yet, after years of rejecting the idea of having a picture of yourself on a bag, I have now finally accepted the fashion phenomenon with arms wide open. Whilst others are seemingly growing tired of their bags, here I am, pondering on ways of getting the bag, comparing prices, and, deciding which design I should take. Cat, dog, cow, be-a-bag... just buy me one and I'll shut up.

2006 roundup.

6 countries; netherlands, belgium, france, indonesia, malaysia, singapore
5 concerts; infadels, gem, benny rodriguez, we are scientists, groove armada
4 weddings; mbak tania, mbak ayesha, kanya, karim-ditha
3 designer bags; gucci (monogram), chanel (black chainbag), guess (denim + white)
2 universities; hanze university groningen & monash university malaysia
1 boyfriend; sidharta surya kusnanto.

i've found my darkness

and, once again
he escorted me to find my darkness.

a long, wispy trail of ever-blinding doubt.
nothing to soothe the sorrow,
everything to ease the pain

he turned and whispered goodbye to my demons.

and they shook him out of their memories,
found triumph in battling my woes
yet plunged me deeper into dreams of darken fairies

i've let the darkness take over me
and, once again,
it had me completed

posted on a weary autumn night

kemi and the oh no's

the oh no's:
1. Anyer trip vs. Cousin's Wedding, the showdown.
2. The rejected offer, the Metro TV edition.

the oh yes:
1. Eda and Lia's Jakarta trip
2. My dream come true: black chanel chainbag

oh, buggers.