PURPLE BRAIN.

Your Brain is Purple

Of all the brain types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.

What Color Is Your Brain?

i don't know what i can save us from?

feb 19/20:

embalm me in your tears, for that shalt be the
key to prevent my heart from decomposing.

stabbed in the brain and ready to go

i'm tired.
simply fatigued from all these inner complications.
my idealism. rock solid, frozen like ice.
am i unable to melt it, to gain acceptance in this society?
yet questions lurk in the corners of my head.
is this truly what i want to associate myself with?
a society that glitters with glamour, heats with drama,
yet rattles its hollowness.
i then run.
i run away from my own fear,
a fear of unrealistic expectations and unaccomplished ambitions.
what is it that i want? what is it that you want from me?
i eat off your admiration, i breathe from your envy.
i gain power from your incompetence...
i live off of your wish to be me.

i wish you wish to be me.

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Todays Downloads....

1. Goldfrapp - Fly Me Away
2. The Youth Group - Forever Young
3. Gym Class Heroes - Cupid Chokehold
4. Sophie Ellis Bextor - Catch You
5. The Shins - Caring is Creepy
6. Shitdisco - Reactor Party

today; family gatherings. tightening ties with relatives.

strike a pose! it's 2007

*pictures was suppose to be here but the image host was crap and now i cant upload pics either so lets wait until i get a stable internet connection*

[new years @ moi's]

New Years Resolution
.......i don't have one, really, except for trying to be a better person in this world.
*cough, cough*
oh, and maybe you can pitch in about getting better grades next semester (cum laude if possible) and managing money more wisely. Oh! And being a tad bit tolerant on some matters. (a.k.a, stop being such a condescending idealistic bitch) one more.. minimalize on the anti-socializing.
okay, i guess i got it all down...hehe.

surrendering to Anya Hindmarch

Once again, my "rock-hard" idealism has disappointed me.
I have, once again, surrendered to mainstream indonesian fashion trends. First it was the ballet flats (its variety of colors and designs have melted my cold heart). now, it's the Anya Hindmarch bags. Its been almost 2 years since the start of the trend, yet, after years of rejecting the idea of having a picture of yourself on a bag, I have now finally accepted the fashion phenomenon with arms wide open. Whilst others are seemingly growing tired of their bags, here I am, pondering on ways of getting the bag, comparing prices, and, deciding which design I should take. Cat, dog, cow, be-a-bag... just buy me one and I'll shut up.

2006 roundup.

6 countries; netherlands, belgium, france, indonesia, malaysia, singapore
5 concerts; infadels, gem, benny rodriguez, we are scientists, groove armada
4 weddings; mbak tania, mbak ayesha, kanya, karim-ditha
3 designer bags; gucci (monogram), chanel (black chainbag), guess (denim + white)
2 universities; hanze university groningen & monash university malaysia
1 boyfriend; sidharta surya kusnanto.